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stuck

by idkyet

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I think I've realized that this song is just about being in your 20's. Which is frustratingly cliche, but that's ok. I wrote this, holy shit, exactly one year ago today. Ok, I have to release it today now. I thought I'd have some of this figured out by now, but I don't think I do yet. Anyway, I hope this can mean something to someone. It means a lot to me. Thank you for listening.

lyrics

Lyrics:

Sometimes I don't know where
I'm going or if you care
I grew up way too fast
so it feels like nothing lasts
forever

It feels like nothing I do is ever enough and
everyone thinks I'm just being stubborn, but I
think too much and the adderall stopped working
So I sit in my head and I wish I were dead, but
really I'd rather feel better instead
I feel so stuck
Do you give a fuck?

It feels like I don't control my brain
there are a million different lanes
and every one of them's insane
What would you do if you saw my thoughts?
Would you be bored, is it too much?
God it feels like I do it on purpose
Why am I always nervous?
Why am I always sad?
Feels like it's comfortable, but it's not
Somebody please help me turn it off
It hurts so bad

It feels like nothing I do is ever enough and
everyone thinks I'm just being stubborn, but I
think too much and the adderall stopped working
So I sit in my head and I wish I were dead, but
really I'd rather feel better instead
I feel so stuck
Do you give a fuck?

God it feels like I do it on purpose
Why am I always nervous?
Feels like it's comfortable, but it's not
Somebody please help me turn it off
It hurts so bad

It feels like nothing I do is ever enough and
everyone thinks I'm just being stubborn, but I
think too much and the adderall stopped working
So I sit in my head and I wish I were dead, but
really I'd rather feel better instead
I feel so stuck
Do you give a fuck?

It's never enough
I feel so stuck

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released November 12, 2021
Written by: idkyet
Produced by: idkyet
Mixed & Mastered by: idkyet

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idkyet Portland, Oregon

Hey! My name is Mad and I release music under ‘idkyet’. I’m a singer/songwriter and producer based out of Portland. I have been writing since I was 15 and began playing shows around the Minneapolis area a few years later. Most of my lyrics are centered around my experience as a queer kid growing up in a religious environment and my struggles with mental health. they/them. ... more

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