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Developing Negatives

by idkyet

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This track is about growth. I've been working to cope with depression and ADHD and it's made it more clear than ever that growth isn't linear. Especially with mental health, some obstacles you can't just overcome. You have to learn to live with them and develop coping skills that work for you.

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I can't be alone when my eyes are shut
I'm sick of everybody telling me that I'm enough
Cuz if that worked I would fuckin' love myself right now
Wouldn't panic every time the fuckin' lights went down
But I can't sleep at night and I can't find my way
I'm sick of everybody telling me that it's okay
I'm afraid that everyone I love won't stay
and if I fail again, then what will everybody say

But I won't quit I know I'll make it out alive
Just as long as I am not alone at night
Alone at night, but

I'm gonna be alright
I'm gonna be alright
I'm gonna be x2

And I know I'll make it, yeah I know that's true
And I know that I have some control yeah I know I do
And I try my best, but I keep on fallin' then I lose my cool
Cuz I know that I've got a lot to lose
And I've been thinking 'bout the times that they told me
Babygirl you gone never be lonely
Swear to god, you're my one, you're my only
And then they go

Like, you're too much wait not enough
Don't leave me I swear I'll give you love
Just don't do that again or I'll give you up (up)
Fuck you I'm not crazy
Sleeping with somebody else and calling you baby
I don't know if I can take this, but

I'm gonna be alright
I'm gonna be alright
I'm gonna be x2

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released August 14, 2020
Written: Mad Huschke
Recorded: Mad Huschke
Mixed: Mad Huschke & Lexington Bowler
Mastered: Lexington Bowler

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idkyet Portland, Oregon

Hey! My name is Mad and I release music under ‘idkyet’. I’m a singer/songwriter and producer based out of Portland. I have been writing since I was 15 and began playing shows around the Minneapolis area a few years later. Most of my lyrics are centered around my experience as a queer kid growing up in a religious environment and my struggles with mental health. they/them. ... more

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