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for u
02:15
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I'm sorry that I say sorry all the time
You love me and that forever blows my mind
And I know I'm not perfect
But you make me wanna try
And I could do this alone
But all I want is you by my side
And I'm sorry I'm way too honest when I drink
I wanna talk to you
But I can't help but overthink
But you make it so easy
I melt inside your eyes
I've never felt this before and I think this time
It's right
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2. |
growing pains
02:35
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We don't really fight much
We don't really need to
But sometimes I get stuck in my head
And I can't really see through
All the lies that my mind tries to hide behind
Cuz I guess that's better than
Just facing the truth
But I'll feel better when I talk to you
My heart just keeps running
Cuz I am so afraid
But I'll keep holding on
I promise that I'll stay
You are my forever
And I love you more everyday
We'll keep getting better
But I hate the growing pains
Listen, sometimes I just need to take a breath
when I get too stuck in my head
I promise you I'm trynna grow,
but everything just makes me sweat
It won't take a lot just need someone to hold
my hand
Sometimes I can't control my mind
and yeah I know you understand
Cuz you got love for me
And I got love for you
If you grow with me
Then I'll grow with you
My heart just keeps running
Cuz I am so afraid
But I'll keep holding on
I promise that I'll stay
You are my forever
And I love you more everyday
We'll keep getting better
But I hate the growing pains
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3. |
who knows
02:13
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I guess I don't know how all this happened
I thought I ruined everything in my life
I was nineteen, I was naive, and I didn't think that someone like you
Was what I needed, yeah
I had just gotten my heart ripped out
And it felt like my whole world was flipped upside down
I was back on my feet, but I felt so defeated
But yellow lights and both our eyes
Dead silent and mesmerzied
I didn't know that I could fall in love just sitting on a dorm room floor
And I swear to god that we watched every Wes Anderson movie
that does exist
I was scared sittin' on my bed cuz I'd never felt nothin' like this
And it took me like two weeks to hold your hand
Didn't wanna mess this up and lose you
Yeah I know you understand
But yellow lights and both our eyes
Dead silent and mesmerzied
I didn't know that I could fall in love just sitting on a dorm room floor
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4. |
i think too much (demo)
02:44
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Your ring hasn't came
And it's gonna rain
I feel like my heart
Is about to cave
What if I fall
What if I trip
Over my words
And then this is it
Cuz baby all I know is pain
But I don't want to live that way
So there's some things I need to say
I might be on meds my whole life
And I don't really like that
Sometimes when I'm sad I pick fights
But I don't wanna fight back
I'm scared that one day when I slip
You'll realize that you can't do this
Or maybe that I'm just too tall
When I overreact I get really embarrassed
Maybe it's emotional abuse from my parents
But I don't wanna let you know you helped
Cuz I wanna do this by myself
Maybe I'm scared you'll hold it against me
But oh my god that's not who you are
I'm trynna lean into the happy
But oh my god there's so many scars
But every time I'm wrapped up in your arms
And you do that thing where you hold my face
If I could be anywhere in the world
I promise that's my favorite place
You've taught me things like
How to love myself
Give me feelings that I swear I've never felt
I don't wanna take your love for granted
Oh I swear
I know that this
Won't be perfect
But I know
That it's still worth it
Your my love, my light, my person
Oh I swear
I want you to know that I wanna try
And I'll do it 'til the day I die
So I wanna fall
I wanna trip
Over my words
And into your lips
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idkyet Portland, Oregon
Hey! My name is Mad and I release music under ‘idkyet’. I’m a singer/songwriter and producer based out of Portland. I have been writing since I was 15 and began playing shows around the Minneapolis area a few years later. Most of my lyrics are centered around my experience as a queer kid growing up in a religious environment and my struggles with mental health. they/them. ... more
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